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Lackawanna State Park is one of our favorite hang out spots:


saying goodbye to maire maire was so hard... i am going to miss this girl so much... I can't wait till she comes back next semester....

Hannah, Jules, Tiff, and Steph dancing to Frank Sinatra in honor of Mary :-)


Also that night of Mary's party Robbie got thrown in the pond, a BBC tradition for the engaged couple to have the guy thrown in the pond after curfew then for all the guys from the dorm to come to the girls dorm then the girl runs out to kiss the guy. It was hilarious and I would have gotten a good pic, cept NICOLE got in my way ;-)

We also had a $16 million dollar black hawk down land on campus last week during chaplaincy emphasis... it was pretty much amazing!



Hannah, Lyssy, and I at the Conneticut Rest-stop on our way home :-)


My favorite place to walk especially at night... my camera died when I was trying to get a good shot, so this one will have to suffice, I love the tree with all the flowers and the fountain lit up. It is so beautiful especially on fall nights :-)

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I finished Passion and Purity last week and it was such an amazing story. The ability of this couple to be so pure and protective of eachother and push aside human passion was so awesome. Here are some quotes that stuck with me that were in the book:

"A man's love for a woman ought to hold her to the highest. Her love for him ought to do the same. I did not want to turn Jim aside from the call of God, to distract his energies, or in any way to stand between him and a thoroughgoing surrender."

~Elisabeth Elliot

This quote just really made me think how selfish I can be, above all else love stems from protecting the other person and putting their relationship with God first, wanting to protect their holiness before your own personal longings...

"The disposition... to leave the dearest objects of our hearts in the sublime keeping of the general and unspecific belief that God is now answering our prayers in His own time and way, and in the best manner, involves a present process of inward crucifixion which is obviously unfavorable to the growth and even the existence of the life of self."
~T.C. Upham

"Love... is a deep unity, maintained by the will and deliberately strengthened by habit; reinforced by the grace which both partners ask and receive from God... They can retain this love even when each would easily, if they allowed themselves, be 'in love' with someone else. 'Being in love' first moved them to promise fidelity: this quieter love enables them to keep their promise. It is on this love that the engine of marriage is run: being in love was the explosion that started it."
~C.S. Lewis


It is easy to have feelings for someone, but to love someone means a road of selflessness, encouraging the other person, and always pushing them towards Christ.

"...God is love;and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God..."
~1 John 4:16

And the only way we can love like that is with the power of the Holy Spirit in us like Romans 5:5 says. Becoming more like Christ each day, loving Him first and bringing Him glory is the purpose of life. So although experiencing love with another person is wonderful, it is not even close to experiencing the perfect love of Christ. However, I do believe that once you find someone that desires to push you towards holiness, and you have a desire to do the same for them out of an intimate love that God has placed in your heart- that's probably someone you shouldn't let go of. A love so pure and as passionate as that is a beautiful gift from God that should never be taken for granted and always cherished.

I love the following few sentences, to be so in love with Christ means to be so captivated that we cannot escape His amazing love. That is the most beautiful comfort to know that we have someone who loves us in the way that love was created and intended for.

"O love that wilt not let me go,
I rest my weary soul in thee;
I give Thee back the life I owe,
That in Thine ocean depths its flow
may richer, fuller be."
~George Matheson
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"I do know that waiting on God requires the willingness to bear uncertainty, to carry within oneself the unanswered question, lifting the heart to God about it whenever it intrudes upon one's thoughts. It is easy to talk oneself into a decision that has no permanence-easier sometimes than to wait patiently."
~Elizabeth Elliot
I just started reading Passion and Purity by Elizabeth Elliot last night. It's a book that Lisa recommended awhile ago and also one of my friend's here, so I am finally reading it. This woman and her faith blows me away. Her patient nature and desire to serve God first above all else is so encouraging to me. Life can offer so many good things, but God must always be first, which is her life testimony. This means that any of those good things that we long for must be pushing us to keep God first. Life is not about our desires being met, it is about us meeting God's desires for our lives. Every relationship that we have should be encouraging us toward this purpose. Even after she meets the one she loves, and he pursues her and openly admits his love for her, they both decide that just because they both have that desire doesn't neccesarily mean it is God's will which is why they didn't act on anything for awhile. (or at least i think it was awhile because i'm only 70 pages into the book so far :-)
It just really amazed me that God was so important to them that they decided that He was more important than their relationship and that they needed to be patient. I loved this quote because life is hard and to accept the things she mentions, the uncertainty and unanswered questions, is the only way to continue being joyful. If you don't except that, life will only bitterly dissapoint you. When life's events don't turn out the way you plan, or people dissapoint you when they don't seem to care as much as you want them to, we need to joyfully embrace the beauty of this quote.
God has been stretching me so much and just comforting my heart and molding it and putting a burden on me to just love people all the more even when they dissapoint me or let me down. To keep becoming more like Christ when conversations, events, or love doesn't happen the way I choose. And even if I don't reap all the things closest to my heart now, God promises eternal life with Him. And living to become more like Him for just the simple fact that He loves me is enough for me to dedicate my whole life to Him. No matter what happens in my life, whether experiencing the joy of what love and marriage can bring, or solely focusing on God without the added distraction- I can continue to learn contentment and experience true love by seeking after the creator of perfect love. And as the quote says, throughout the day as my mind wanders to the unanswered question, even if on some days it could be every two seconds, continually choosing and trusting in Him for that minute is a life that will bring glory to Him.
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So these are some pictures of our trip to Dorney Park. It rained the entire day we were there. So we decided that since we were already wet, let's go on some water rides. We went on this thing three times... we were so soaked :-)

But we had a reason for doing this. We got to the park at noon, and were told we could ride the rides for two hours then we would have a 2:30-10:30 shift. Which none of us were really looking forward to cuz of the weather. But if we did this we could get $50 towards our 7 day cruise to Bermuda and the Bahammas and ride the rides for free. Since we were so soaked we decided to go on Hydra to "dry off" haha... right... we never were dry but I am third row back from the front all the way to the right in the pink sweatshirt

And here's our crew :-) This will probably be the group for the trip and a few others including Alyssa. By the way... they ended up closing the park at two, so we got to go on rides for two hours, and they still paid us! They said that they were thankful that we still came and brought such a joyous spirit with us. How much of a God thing is that? God really works when you are joyful even though you don't feel like it. As I learned once again in chapel today, even though this is a little circumstance of portraying the fruits of the spirit, when you sow Christ's character into you life, you really do reap way more than we ever could imagine.

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit." ~Galatians 5:22-25

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I love how I just keep adding to this post :-) So I know this is a dumb prayer request in the scheme of things going on, but I got a call from the guy who is working on my computer back home and he informed that it is basically useless and completley fried. If my family can find the CD, he is going to restore the system which is our last chance otherwise bye bye to my HP laptop and it's not like my family or I can just come up with the money to buy a new one right now. I think the thing I am most worried about is I have many pictures and things I have written that are really important to me and I am not sure I have them backed up. For instance my ethics treatice, and a few very important pieces of writing to me, but either way restored or not restored I am going to lose them which was hard to hear just because I put a lot of time and emotion into them. So I'm praying that I can at least find paper copies of them somewhere.

Update on School life I am hoping to get a post up soon with pictures from our Dorney Park Adventure as well as Labor Day games today. It was so much fun to see all the dorms unified and cheering on you're dorms boat (you could not call ours a boat exactly, it was pretty bad :-) as a few brave souls from each dorm tried to get it across the disgusting BBC pond. It was pretty much stinkin hilarious so hopefully pictures to come!

Classes are beginning to get me intrigued which is a huge praise. Trying to learn as much as I can, and to truly seize this oppurtunity. I've been looking into a lot of things that I would love to do this year, but one thing I really wanted to go to is the National Youth Workers Convention. I started researching it over the summer, but it would be tons of money because I don't know anyone in any of the locations (especially texas which i will get to see someday) so it looks like I will have to put it off another year since last year was also out of the question... except i won't get the student discount... stink! :-) It looks good for the senior trip cruise to bermuda and the bahammas though. It just feels so far away and who knows what other oppurtunities might come up, so I haven't actually decided yet.

I have really been working at trying to encourage others and to be joyful no matter what because I realize once again that I focus too much on myself and I need to worry more about bringing glory to God by loving others around me. Praise God for all He is doing! Here are some song lyrics and a verse that have touched my heart this weekend:

"...Yet married I to Jesus the lamb
this union is sealed
all heaven's agreed
from sin and from moses
I henceforth am freed

My soul then rejoice,
let Christ be thy song,
with heart and with voice
with lip and with tongue"

"To be great in,
great in your eyes
is my dream
To be the one
who makes you smile
is everything."
~Ten Shekel Shirt

"Be joyful always;
pray continually;
give thanks in all circumstances,
for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
~1 Thessalonians 5:16-18