So I'll admit it. I have a crush on a few actors. Michael Vartan and Matthew McConaughey are two.

But I was deeply saddened at the news of hearing one of my favorites passed away today. His big brown eyes and accent probably were what made him one of my favorites. Heath Ledger at the age of 28. My favorite scene of him ever was in 10 Things I hate about you where he sings, "Can't take my eyes off of you" from the bleachers. I'm saddened at the reasoning behind his passing as well, it saddens me when people get so depressed that they take their own life.

I'm so thankful for the hope I have in Jesus, because even though I've come to really low points where I thought far too much about suicide, my relationship with God has been the hope that has always given me a reason to want to keep living.