I've been trying to keep this up, but I already find myself with nothing too deep to say. Had my first class tonight... my life is about to become overwhelmingly busy, but if I've handled 3 classes before and survived, I will do it again with 4. Tomorrow is the big game... we have two tickets not being used and i'm stuck keeping an eye on two junior high boys. So pray for me... haha, cuz at this point I would rather just stay home and have NO desire to go. I also realized that I don't like answering the phone at my house more than ever. And I've also realized that sometimes just not thinking about your life for awhile and almost pretending that everything is okay is needed to keep your sanity. If only just to remind you that life will be okay again for a little while someday. Sorry if this sounds pessimistic, I've just used up my optimism quota for today. But thankfully a good nights sleep (hopefully) and a fresh start will remind me of Lamentations where it says that everyday God's mercies are new. Which they def. are. So my prayer for tonight is that I will rest in God, get some sleep, and wake up feeling some peace instead of the giant pit in my stomach that has been there for the past few days.

So I'm sorry if I'm whining, but this is my blog and I can whine if I want to, and no one ever said you had to read it anyways... ;-) speaking of "whine" some wine sounds good about now. haha, 3 chords will have to hook me up with some of their famous love my goat wine! :)

Goodnight all. Thankful for good friends and the knowledge that God hasn't given up on me. <3