So it was mentioned last night that I haven't blogged in a long time. And I was like... oh yeah! :) To tell you the truth I have been so busy. I'm blessed because I have been able to have a lot of fun things to do, and a lot going on.

It's been warmer the past couple of days, and the long awaited sunshine is an instant mood booster! I love putting my sunglasses on and driving with the windows down, getting to feel the wind through my hair, and having the music cranked up! :)

I've been feeling really at peace the past couple of weeks. I think lately it's like I'm really starting to comprehend that God's love for me is not based on my actions. I worry so much about everything, and making mistakes, and worry so much about "bad vs. good." I've been struggling a lot with this since I started having conversations this past summer, and wondering what faith looks like. And I think I'm growing into what my faith looks like in life if that makes sense...? I've been so caught up in the legalistic side of my faith more than I thought, and have been so judgemental in the past. And I've really been trying more than ever to live and enjoy life, love people, and seek Jesus.

I've been noticing God in the smaller things in life. And have decided that I am who I am, and I need to stop beating myself up for that. I might not be able to remember all the bible stories as well as I want to, or speak as eloquently as I want to be able to, or sing or play guitar as well as I want to. But God made me special and I don't know what has changed, but latley I do feel special and loved and that God truly loves me, being a sinner and all. It's just a nice feeling.

So now this very loved and treasured girl is going to continue to listen to the happy summer sounding music of paul wright, and will hopefully clean her room! :) I will also stop beating myself up over the fact that my room is a mess, because my room is a mess because I'm always out and about spending time with people, and I suppose that's not a bad thing. :)

peace out, yo! ;) oh yeah and the pics below make me REALLY happy! :)