It's nights like tonight when my heart aches to be home. Tonight is the 20th anniversary for my church. It's hard when you want to be somewhere so much but you can't be there. I'm using this lonely feeling though to see what God can teach me. For one I am trying to let this draw me closer to God... it's working too because I just prayed and it's amazing how when you just ask God he will answer your prayers. There is no reason for me to be lonely when God is right here with me, and I know I am here for a reason no matter how hard my emotions try to differ. I pray though that tonight will be a memorable night for my church family and as much as I desire to be there I know that each person that is there was meant to be there and I am not on that list.... and really I am fine with that now :-) Life here is going okay. I'm listening to the new David Crowder Cd right now and I must say that it is growing on me. After hearing the music live and seeing how passionate the musicians were, really made the music click with me. Other than that I have so much work to do. I am working on a speech that I am giving on Namibia tomorrow, so I am praying that I will do well with that. I miss my mom a lot right now :-) I love you mommy! hehe you will see this when you finally see your blog. It's 7:00 now and the party is starting back home, hope you all are having fun :-D
PS: God is so cool because He shows us His will in such mysterious ways. I am going to continue praying but I think God gave me a sign regarding Namibia today :-)
"Come and listen, come and listen to what he's done. Praise our God for He is good. He has done for me, He has done for you, He has done for us." ~DCB
PS: God is so cool because He shows us His will in such mysterious ways. I am going to continue praying but I think God gave me a sign regarding Namibia today :-)
"Come and listen, come and listen to what he's done. Praise our God for He is good. He has done for me, He has done for you, He has done for us." ~DCB
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