Oh my Lord, forgive me for doubting your perfect provision and plan. For not seeking You with the devotion that I should have. Help me to remember that...

One look at your cross I lose sight of me
Your beauty and grace are all I need

It's when I focus on Truth that my attitude is glorifying to You.

There are so many updates in my life, and so many changes. Life is definetley not how I pictured it being when I came home, but I know that God has a purpose for everything. I have been reading a lot which is good. The picture I added is one of my favorites that I took in the Bahammas. Although there are times in life where there are obstacles that try to block or turn us off of His path, His light always shines through, we just need to take the time to look for Him. A little bit of light shining brightly in a dark place is so beautiful. I pray that I could be a bright light to this often dark world.

So it's a hot afternoon and I'm sitting at my desk for the last time. There have been a lot of lasts lately. Alyssa helped me come up with a list of ten things we are going to miss at BBC. Some are funny and some are serious, but I don't think I could come up with a word to describe my past two years. It's just been intense and amazing. So as I try to put this together in the few minutes I have before our graduation rehearsal, I hope you enjoy it :-)

10) The College Deal at Subway. Alyssa and I are seriously going to be at a loss of what to do.

9) Dino & Francesco's & Mannings

8) White Glove ;-)

7) Visits to the mailroom and never getting any mail and being so excited when you actually do :-)

6) Having to fight for the bathroom in the morning :-)

5) SInging "All Your Anxieties" with Dr. Loescher

4) Seeing Doc Harris' smiling face in chapel

3) Chapel

2) My proffessors who always impacted my life. thank you.

1) My amazing friends. I am going to miss being able to walk just down the hall or in the next suite to see you guys. love you!!!